I'll have my usual... pessimism
I made it through my first day at the new job. I am filled with a mix of emotions but mostly anxiety and excitement. I'm not sure that my new position is what I wanted to do, but apparently they thought it was where in the corporation that I'd best fit. I am so excited to be working for a company like this. I'm excited about the "real" job benefits like healthcare and vacation days, but also about the business atmosphere that I will be a part of. It's an entirely new environment. I feel stressed out, though. I'm worried that they will expect more out of me than I can muster. Only time will tell. I shouldn't be worried. I always seem to come through and surprise myself with my achievements. Why am I always surprised?